Drowning

Pull me under, set me free

This air can’t reach my lungs

Pull me under, sinking deep

I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

From the start I always knew who you were, huh

Every song, I feel I'm writin' this verse

It's so ironic 'cause you probably don't care that I'm hurt

When you out drinkin' with your friends, drag my name through the dirt

Tryna make me sound like the very person I'm not

Know your game, I ain't playing, you just mad you got caught

Love to hear the things you said when he was taking it off

Sometimes I really fuckin' wonder, was I even a thought?

Or was I just somebody that you knew you could use?

Seems like every choice you made was always based around you

Two sides to every story, but my side is the truth

Ain't got a clue who you became, tore me in two

And that's fine, okay, you just go do what you want

Know you'll come back runnin', first sign—and I'm gone

You don't want me when I'm here but you do when I'm not

I can't understand, lately drownin' deep in my thoughts

Pull me under, set me free

This air can’t reach my lungs

Pull me under, sinking deep

I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my

(Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on)

So we play the same game again

Think you're changin', and you do the same again

Need my pad and pen for this awakenin'

You don't even need to speak 'cause your actions can

Know I can see through everything that you did

And when I say it this time, I'm really done with your shit

So go 'head, drink, party, maybe post of a pic

It's just a matter of time till you see the truth in all this

Your real friends ain't real, they as fake as you are

Only there for you when you gettin' drunk at a bar

Wish your life away, forgettin' everything in your heart

The thing that hurts me the most: I knew this all from the start

Guess I was love-blinded, thinkin' it's perfect time, and

When I look up at you now, I see your true colors shinin'

Still, I'm gonna miss it, change the past in an instant

But you just go on with your life like I never existed

Pull me under, set me free

This air can’t reach my lungs

Pull me under, sinking deep

I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my

(Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on)

I know I made my own mistakes, too

But that doesn't excuse what you'd do!

You always played me then would tread me like it's nothin' to you

All my life I've only ever opened up to a few

Turnin' the page, you can never act your own age

Make up more lies than the makeup on your face

You drink and drink and drink and drink until he grabbin' your waist

How the fuck you say you love me? That was never the case, right!?

Pull me under, set me free

This air can’t reach my lungs (never the case, right!?)

Pull me under, sinking deep

I'm drowning in you, drowning in this

Deep in my

(Thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on thoughts on)