selfish

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth

I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do

Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too

Faded memories open up these scars like new

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth

I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do

Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too

Faded memories open up these scars like new

Okay, please don't hit my phone, left it on silent

Late-night driving, I think too much, this shit is tiring

See the sirens, my speakers loud, can't stand the silence

I'm fucking wildin' while my anxiety has been

Moving up a couple levels, I just need space

The person I try to be is in a battle

With the devil, telling me to go stray

I had some people around me I swore that were real

But they all turned out to be fake

The truth of this cold world is it hurts to feel

It's part of the price that we pay

I'm used to the struggle, I'm good on my own

These ain't emotions I usually show

Because I keep carrying all of this well don't mean that this pain disappear, 'cause it won't

Already been down this road, know all too well, yeah

Somewhere along the line, I lost myself

Lost myself, don't know who I became

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth

I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do

Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too

Faded memories open up these scars like new

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth

I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do

Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too

Faded memories open up these scars like new

Yeah

All I do is thinking, got no free time, yeah

Bottled up a tendency by design, yeah

Lately, move too fast, wish I could rewind, yeah

Sanity, I struggle just to keep mine, keep mine

I used to be someone else, then I changed

Driving a hundred, I'm switching through lanes

I picked up all of my pieces and put 'em together but something ain't feeling the same

Guess I'm not sure that I'd do it again

Gave up my life with a stroke of a pen

This is all of me, I swear

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth

I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do

Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too

Faded memories open up these scars like new

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth

I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do

Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too

Faded memories open up these scars like new