As You Find Me

I've been strong

And I've been broken within a moment

I've been faithful

And I've been reckless at every bend

I've held everything together

And watched it shatter

I've stood tall and I have crumbled

In the same breath

I have wrestled

And I have trembled toward surrender

Chased my heart adrift

And drifted home again

Plundered blessing

Till I've been desperate to find redemption

And every time I turn around

Lord You're still there

I was found

Before I was lost

I was Yours

Before I was not

Grace to spare

For all my mistakes

And that part just wrecks me

And I know I don't deserve this kind of love

Somehow this kind of love is who You are

It's a grace I could never add up

To be somebody You still want

But somehow

You love me as You find me

Who am I

To think