Dissolve

Completely lost

In dark surrounded

A wasted life's attempted innocence

I always longed to see you blinded

Inspired thoughts, the darkest complement

It was given, but it did not last

Always hidden, drowning in your past

All aloud - just let it all dissolve

Ending - forced into the ground

All aloud - just let it all dissolve

Pending . let it come to pass

The shards of glass, as always, found along the wall

The broken window always letting in the heavy air

Search for where the truth turned into lies

Sensing where the trust turned into fear

Cling to failing thoughts

Answers never found

Taking in too much, taking gasps of air

Try to hold your breath, listen to the sound

It is getting close

There is no need to care

Focus on your pain, let it grow inside

Slow down, make no haste to stop

You know it is drawing closer

You are left with no desire

To behold what you cannot see

Lift your head, roll your eyes back

Focus on your pain, let it grow inside

Slow down, make no haste to stop

Focus on your pain, let it grow inside

End all, holding in your breath

Focus on your pain, let it grow inside

Falter, finally exhale

You know it is drawing closer

You are left with no desire

Fading hope, no will remain

Can you make it show and make it seem to matter?

Giving - you know it is all your shadow

Captive - you know it is all for them to see

Send your message

You know it is drawing closer

Follow as if your eyes were open

Rather it lay cold and dead

Than revealed in all

Its necrotic splendour

The price to pay

In facing failure