Down In This Hole

I try to slip away - you wanna make me stay -

don't try to hold me back - 'cause I would break your neck -

don't try to make a light - don't even come inside -

you won't like what you'll see - untangle you from me -

you wish I had my wings - like puppets have their strings -

I like the dirt i'm in - hide in my filthy skin -

don't try to follow me - don't even lean on me -

'cause after losing ground - you would not hear the sound -

if there's a chance to heal these wounds in my hands -

to fill this hole in my heart - to kill this hate in my soul -

if there's a way - you know i'd like you to stay -

you know i'm trying so hard but now i'm down in this hole -

don't try to set me free - don't even rescue me -

it fucking eats me up - and it will never stop -

I know it's much too late - I feel so unafraid -

and now it's time I guess - to concentrate on death...

... dying so hard 'cause now i'm down in this hole - (kill me) -

if you believe it would be better to leave -

because it tears you apart -

because it's out of control - if you'd decide -

because you're sick of this fight -

because it's fucking too hard - then leave me down in this hole