Did It To Myself

I woke up to empty bed

I took a walk to clear my head

I wished you were there instead

But then I shook it off

What the hell did I used to do?

I'm even starting to speak like you

And now you're living in my memory

Living in my mouth

Living in the four fucking walls of my house

I feel like a let down

To not be your friend now

I feel like a let down

And now you're gone, gone, gone

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I

Your personality's split in two

I fell in love with the half of you

And when you told me what you went through

I couldn't brush it off (brush it off, brush it off, brush it off, brush it off)

I wonder what are you doing now

Defeats the point of shutting you out

And now my part of London feels so haunted

You gave me a power that I never even wanted

You said I feel like a let down

To not be your friend now

I feel like a let down

And now you're gone, gone, gone

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I

Oh, I did it

Oh, my God you're everything I know

Let it sink in right now

Oh, my God you're everything I know

Get ready for the come down

Did it to myself

Did it to myself

Did it to myself

I know I

Did it to myself

Did it to myself

Did it to myself

I know I

Did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I did it to myself

I know I

I know I can't blame nobody else

Did it to myself

I know I

You said answer honestly

And I went with option b

I lost you and you lost me

I can't shake it off