A Thousand Times

You've seen my smile a thousand times,

And seen the wounds from which i've bled,

This empty shell gets left behind,

It's time to sever ancient times,

It speaks to me like words from a book,

A tale for which I died,

Don't look to me for sympathy,

You've shamed the words on which I thrive.

Take note of me, as your dreams turn to despair,

Find your solace in a place, devoid of all my thoughts,

To the reaper I am slain,

These razors tear within,

I'll life a life of sin, to rid myself of this disgrace,

My demons come to fall.

Winning the battle, I leave behind,

Discard the chaos, i am inclined,

To seek a refuge, deep within my hate,

These thoughts inside, it's that i ache,

For a chance to execrate emotions I deny,

To seek vengeance, these thoughts I cry,

Alone at night I drown myself to sleep,

I find it hard to move, A fire burns inside.

Take note of me, as your dreams turn to despair,

Find your solace in a place, devoid of all my thoughts,

To the reaper I am slain,

These razors tear within,

I'll life a life of sin, to rid myself of this disgrace,

My demons come to fall.