Stuck

Thandi:

I’m stuck here with feelings from the past

Feelings for my last

No sufficient sleep, not knowing what to eat

Do I need, a man to hold my hand and make me smile

I’ve been on my independent shit for a while

But nah, its not time for love

Maybe I need yoga, maybe I need bud

Maybe what I’m feeling isn’t bodily

Maye something really good is coming, this the prophecy

Maybe I just need to be more thankful, give my offerings

And see what my life offers me

Or maybe I need one more loc, a little more shea, another headwrap, or maybe just a day

To sleep, meditate and watch hella netflix

Or maybe I just need to find my ankh necklace, I’m wreckless

I know enlightenment isn’t matter

My minds above these paradigms I need to change my pattern

Or maybe go to Saturn

But probably the latter

Niambi:

I’m stuck here feeling insecure, weak and immature

Eyes are turning green from jealousy telling me

That my doors are closing

So I had to force them open

Keep my spirit flowing in knowing

The competition that I’m fearing does not exist

And the opposition that I’m feeling will not persist

Once I understand that their power won’t diminish mine

And that the hate I’m harboring is toxic to my mind

So clear my head and heart instead of holding onto pain

Once I find my center I’ll begin to flourish once again

But I’m here , Stuck here

Maybe I need just one more loc and a little more shea

Thandi:

I’m checking horoscopes just so I can scope

Tryna figure out, just so I can cope

It says give it time, It’ll be alright, your futures looking bright

And yeah that might be tight

But today I woke up crying

My energy is dying

Maybe I need just one more loc and a little more shea