Awful

Somethin' feels off, now I'm feelin' awful

Searchin' for the words stuck up in my tonsils

Is it in my head, drippin' from my nostrils

You put up a wall, I'ma build a castle

Burn it all down, shawty I'm a pyro

Shut the day off, poison from the iPhone

Ringin' in my head, know when I'm an asshole

Burn it all down, I'll be in my castle (let's go)

Ridin' around fucked up, ouija gettin' sucked up

Scars on my body tell the story of the come up

Ridin' around fucked up, deuces gettin' chuck up

Bricks in the castle, I'ma build this shit the fuck up

When you give your all to somethin' feels like you fall for somethin'

Built up the walls, can't let none of these bitches crawl the fuck in

But this these walls I'm stuck in, smokin' and drinkin' and fuckin'

Thinkin' of feelin' like nothin', gon' get me free from my dungeon

My phone on airplane mode, but I'm on that ground, can't function

I'm in here cryin' for nothin' like someone choppin' up onion

I got the sneakin' suspicion like someone's watchin' me suffer

Laughin' at me while I'm dyin' like people love that I'm broken

I'm 'bout to gather the bricks and all of the stones

All of the hatred that everyone shows

Build me a place where nobody goes

Right in the shade that everyone throws

When enough people throw shade at you, it gets to a point where it can't get no darker than it already is, you know?

Somethin' feels off, now I'm feelin' awful

Searchin' for the words stuck up in my tonsils

Is it in my head, drippin' from my nostrils

You put up a wall, I'ma build a castle

Burn it all down, shawty I'm a pyro

Shut the day off, poison from the iPhone

Ringin' in my head, know when I'm an asshole

Burn it all down, I'll be in my castle (let's go)

Ridin' around fucked up, ouija gettin' sucked up

Scars on my body tell the story of the come up

Ridin' around fucked up, deuces gettin' chuck up

Bricks in the castle, I'ma build this shit the fuck up

Ain't givin' no fucks no more, ain't givin' no trust no more

I'm doin' me, can't be runnin' 'round thinkin' 'bout us no more

I got them padlocks on, bitch don't even touch that door

We had some good times, ain't it, but really fuck that though

(Let's go) how should I feel? Where should I go?

Dudes really bitches, bitches be hoes (they hoes)

Can't keep it in, (nah) I might explode (like [?])

Swimmin' in bleach to get the smell out my clothes

I'm 'bout to gather the bricks and all of the stones

All of the hatred that everyone shows

Build me a place where nobody goes

Right in the shade that everyone throws

Somethin' feels off, now I'm feelin' awful

Searchin' for the words stuck up in my tonsils

Is it in my head, drippin' from my nostrils

You put up a wall, I'ma build a castle

Burn it all down, shawty I'm a pyro

Shut the day off, poison from the iPhone

Ringin' in my head, know when I'm an asshole

Burn it all down, I'll be in my castle (let's go)