Aversion

I am awake, but I swear I'm only dreaming

This pain is what drives me, it keeps me from losing sleep

I've let myself fall obsolete

I can't recall a time where I felt complete

This deep abyss inside my head is all I know

I forgot what it's like to be alone

Now I'm so far from home

This is a disaster

How the hell have we ended up this way

Forever learning

How to live with our (live with our mistakes)

Now the world around me's changing I will stay the same

Upon foundations built from better days

(Built from better days)

While these offensives keep growing

While my defensives are slowing

I find myself without a leg to stand upon

Where do I truly belong

Ive been walking this road for far to long

Without a sense of purpose, I must carry on

I wear compassion, like a noose around my neck

How the hell did it come to this?

Another nightmare in every fucking severed tie

I have foreseen the coming storm

But I'll be damned if it consumes us all

This is a disaster

How the hell have we ended up this way

Forever learning

How to live with our (live with our mistakes)

As the world around me's changes I will stay the same

Upon foundations built from better days

This is a disaster

And its written all over your face

You're too ashamed to face the blame so I will take your place

As the world around me's changes I will stay the same

Upon foundations built from better days

Before we fade away

Oh how I've told you a thousand times

Self preservation is a part of life

Oh how I've told you a thousand fucking times

You cannot take what is rightfully mine