Riding Through My Mind

Close the door, leave me alone

I just want to find myself

Why can't i feel like before?

Why is my heart so cold?

Sometimes i hate the life has made me so strong

I can still remember when i hid myself to cry

Now i only want to know my feelings are alive

They used to tell me that i had

Tobe the best, they used to tell me

That i had to forget all my dreams

But i didn't want, i didn't want

They cut my free wings forever

Now i'm afraid to look at myself

In the mirror, i have fear of my life

Have become a lie

I feel that i have to change my life

So i'm riding trhough my mind

Riding through my mind

Breaking all my lies

Riding through my mind

There's a chance for my life

They are my dark night

They are my fear, they are my lonely world

They are my world of tears

I'm only the one who drinks the bad draught

The one who spins the misfortune

Who's born from the sun and dies in the moon

Without any hope

Strangled by the night, seduced by the fear

And the howl of the wolves

(riding through my mind)

I'm the one who lives in silence

And watches the dawn in lonelynes

I am the one who cries in silence

To be not heard by the world