Feeling Better

You don't fathom me, I thought

For a while it's just because I didn't make any sense

If it's hard for me to speak, I'm sure

It's not because there's nothing left here for me to tell

So marry me then leave me on the kitchen floor

You can still get lost

When you know what you're looking for

Or burry me and wash away the dirt from your hands

I'm tired of trying to figure out

What you'll never understand

And if I throw myself into the river

To help you keep your head above the water

What strength will I have left

To not drown together?

I might beg you not to leave, abandonned

I sometimes feel like I can't go through all of this alone

What's mine? What's yours? What did we do wrong?

Walk the wire between our worlds, try not to lose myself

We love each other only the best we can

Through strengths and through flaws

Surrendering all we have

If you could only walk a mile in my shoes

Might be easier to let go

And for this love to lose

And if I hide my head in the sand

To avoid my reflexion in your eyes

The mirror might be dustier

But I'm not uglier

And if I throw myself into the river

To help them keep their heads above the water

What strength will I have left

To not drown together?

And if I hide my head in the sand

To avoid my reflexion in their eyes

No matter how loudly they applaud

I won't feel any better