Sorry

Am I that scary or are you only indifferent

Are you ashamed to show me?

Sometimes I know I can be different

Are you proud of me?

Those nights when I sing at the restaurant?

Or would you prefer to be free?

Just too busy to keep your arms open?

Am I just too strange?

To be a girl, more than a friend

Could we speak seriously?

Right now I swear to you I won't ask for it often

Would you forgive me?

If I'd cry while you're having fun

Would you pretend to be free

The minute you were alone with that girl?

Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy

Lost between regrets and melancholy

But give me a reason to be less insecure

Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy

Miles away from reality

Sorry if I'm unable to hear anymore

Am I really that angry?

Or are you just too stoned

Well it's driving me crazy

You may think I'm always paranoid about being wrong

But this pain that cuts so deeply

Tell me, is this the way I was born

‘Cause now I feel I've been real

Just like I've been for so long

Have I spoken clearly?

Should I still wait for the sun?

Stop feeding me stories or apologies

I've already learned to be strong

But keep your hands off of me

‘Cause you know that I won't run

Then once again probably

How I'll swear I'll never ever be that dumb

Maybe I'm much too close to jealousy

Lost between regrets and melancholy

But give me a reason to be less insecure

Maybe I'm much too close to fantasy

Miles away from reality

But apologies I just can't believe anymore

Sorry if I'm unable to hear anymore