The Path Of Reclusion

Aloneness time stands still

Ever lasting true, consuming

You embrace the solitude

Walk the marvelous path of reclusion

Mystic, consume, gentle, safe

An insect, a guest at an event

A small dark room, a peaceful tranquil planet

Preparing for eternity, jumped off the carousel

Outside, pretending civilized

Sad circus

Aloneness is deep you're still

You surrender your suol to a ghost

And when the shadows come to call

Secret thoughts become conversation

From in the corners of the box

I chose to think outside of

I forged four fragile bows to make a circle

Lays of dust fall to warm my weary heart

In the marvelous method of reclusion

I'm preparing for eternity

Jumped off the carousel

Outside pretend civilized

Sad circus

I've found myself but I don't know what to make out of this situation?

Am I really awake?

I wonder if time goes by too fast for those who've loved me in the past?

Hurting are my hands and hurtful are the words that I am writing

Layers and layers of dust coat my heart!

Broken is the door and broken is the man who screamed and tore it down

Futile are the attempts to change me

And futile are my whispers in the dark

Quiet is the man behind the window

Quieter still the man behind the mask

Black are these old brick walls I have laid

Black are these cold brick walls I have painted

Black is, my ambitious, tainted art

Black is my bleeding

Misplaced heart

Aloneness, takes hold

While you sleep, forever lasting grave, stealing

Succumbing to the solitude

You believe the marvelous dreams of reclusion

Peaceful, mystical

Serene downstream time suspends

As ll drift

Paralysis sneaks up

And sedates me

Upstream time flows

Without me, goes unimissed

I'm heading for eternity

Jumped from the carousel

Outside, pretending civilized

Sad

Civilized sad circus!