I Get Really Dizzy Sometimes

I've been holding these bags for too long

I know that you're right and I know that I'm wrong

I can't find my equilibrium

Mistakes were made

It all started with your half-hearted bullshit

You never meant a single word that you said to me

You were a fucking catastrophe

I just want to forget

Everything in my head

I know that you’re only a phone call away

(All of your worst intentions)

It’s everything that I wanted to say

(I can’t wait for my new replacement)

I’ll put on a new pair of pants

That I haven’t worn since before we dated

I’ve been saving for just this occasion

You’re an addict of sorts

To a litany of the worst things that I’ve ever heard

And I wouldn’t care to mention

While you’re walking around your college campus

I am home here alone in Nashua

While you’re out late at fucking parties

That I can’t stand to be around

I guess that that’s just the difference between you and me

You see one of two things and I see three

See your complexion it haunts me

You’ve been dousing yourself in cosmetics to hide completely

So what the fuck is your problem?

I guess that you and I were just never meant to be

So stop talking to me