I Hope You Know - Part I: A Cry In July

[music: Payne/Palms, lyrics: Payne]

There's a cry in July

I can feel the aching pain again

Just wanna change the hands of time and take

you away

Away from this hell I've put you through... Away

What are they thinking?

I can't look them in the eye

My confidence is sinking

We all know what happened in July

What are they saying?

To mirrors on the walls back home

Are they hoping or sweating now

"Is there a god... is there a god at all?"

I'd love to give them a stroke

Or tell them a joke

But this was too real

I screamed up to the sky:

"Exchange theirs for mine!"

But this was all too real!

I tryed to help someone out

On a beautiful, shiney day

A task so simple

Yet making my life all grey

Cos that day I had become the worst of devils

And I wished that I was dead

I almost took two lives away

Of people... of people I'll never forget!

I know... no one deserves this

I know... I'm the one to blame

I know... I never meant to harm anybody

I know... I'll be living in shame!