If I Ever Feel Better

They say an end can be a start

Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

It's like a bad day that never ends

I feel the chaos around me

A thing I don't try to deny

I'd better learn to accept that

There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore

I don't even know what love is

Too many tears have had to fall

Don't you know I'm so tired of it all

I have known terror dizzy spells

Finding out the secrets words won't tell

Whatever it is it can't be named

There's a part of my world that' s fading away

You know I don't want to be clever

To be brilliant or superior

True like ice, true like fire

Now I know that a breeze can blow me away

Now I know there's much more dignity

In defeat than in the brightest victory

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope

Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please

If I ever feel better

Remind me to spend some good time with you

You can give me your number

When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days

I can lean on my friends

They help me going through hard times

But I'm feeding the enemy

I'm in league with the foe

Blame me for what's happening

I can't try, I can't try, I can't try

No one knows the hard times I went through

If happiness came I miss the call

The stormy days ain't over

I've tried and lost now I think that I pay the cost

Now I've watched all my castles fall

They were made of dust, after all

Someday all this mess will make me laugh

I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait

If I ever feel better

Remind me to spend some good time with you

You can give me your number

When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better

Remind me to spend some good time with you

You can give me your number

When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place

I ain't even playing my own game

The rules have changed well I didn't know

There are things in my life I can't control

I feel the chaos around me

A thing I don't try to deny

I'd better learn to accept that

There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground

In the circular solitude of my heart

As one who strives a hill to climb

I am sure I'll come through I don't know how

They say an end can be a start

Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope

Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please

If I ever feel better

Remind me to spend some good time with you

You can give me your number

When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better

Remind me to spend some good time with you

You can give me your number

When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better

Remind me to spend some good time with you

You can give me your number

When it's all over I'll let you know