So Fxxxing Sorry

I wish we would go back to how it was before

That summer 2004

It wouldn't have to fight the world to kiss you

Or show up in a borowed tux knocking at your door

I wish you would hold my hand

And tell me I'm your man

Just like you used to do before you caught me

Sleeping with your best friend

I wish we would go back to how it was before

You opened up that door

You wouldn't have to know a thing about it

It was a one-night mistake I never made before

I wish we would skip apologies

And five years of animosity

I wish we would skip that night

And all it's consequences

But it's all my fault

And I'm so fucking sorry

I had it all

And it all went away when I took that fall

I had it all

Now I want it back

Bring me back what we used to have

Golden shinny happiness

Hold me tight all through the night

And we could stay this way

Forever and a day

I wish we wouldn't argue anymore

When did this become a war?

I know you miss me like I miss you

So why can't we us get together like before?

I wish you would turn your back on fear

and face forgiveness, love and trust

Cause I need you more than anything I own

How can one mistake destroy what we have sown?

And I couldn't stand five more years completely on my own

I know that I fucked up

But I just need a chance to try and make it up to you