Breaking Me To Pieces

Damn

It's like I'm sentenced to twenty-five to life, trapped in my mind

I've been hopin' for a sign, prayin' for a sign, tryin'

Tryna stay alive but I feel like I'm dyin'

Dark clouds around, all the voices stay silent

I keep you in my life, but no, it's not because I need you

I learned people show you how they feel by how they treat you and mislead you

I'm sick of trustin' all these people

They can't even look themselves in the mirror 'cause they see-through

They say your closest enemies are the people you know

They say the pain is necessary, it's the reason we grow

They say that love is temporary and one day we let go

We eventually move on from all the feelings we show, fuck

It feel like it's breaking me to pieces

Running out of things and people to believe in

It feel like I found all my demons

Chasin' all my dreams, yeah

It's not what it seems

And it feel like I'm runnin' out of time

I just can't decide if I wanna be alive

And it feel like I don't wanna leave, but

Every day that pass me, it's gettin' harder to breathe

And it feel like

The ones I needed left me on my own

It feel like I'm drivin', swervin', 'bout to lose control

It feel like, ayy, maybe I'm just not meant for this place

It feel like, uh, I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake)

(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)

(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)

(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)

(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)

Yeah, drivin' down the interstate

Everybody home asleep, I'm the only one awake

Sometimes I just wanna disappear, wanna go away

I don't wanna shake your hand, I don't wanna have to fake smiles

And conversations 'cause I know they see it in my face

I don't wanna fuckin' talk, I just need a fuckin' break

I'm not scared of all these shadows, they can't look me in the face

I'm not scared of losin' anyone, we all could be replaced, yeah

Anxiety breakin' my ambition

I don't know where to turn, I feel like something's missin'

All of my friends switchin', family look at me different

Lately, I'm indecisive, I can't make a decision

I don't feel like I wanna die, but I'm not really livin'

In my mind, it's a prison, four walls and a ceilin'

Facin' consequences for actions and selfish decisions

Only thing that was always there for me was my addiction, listen

I don't wanna talk to nobody, don't wanna speak, uh

Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts and I overthink

Sometimes I get lost in the bottle until I sink

Sometimes I just feel like this world just isn't for me

It feel like it's breaking me to pieces

Running out of things and people to believe in

It feel like I found all my demons

Chasin' all my dreams, yeah

It's not what it seems

And it feel like I'm runnin' out of time

I just can't decide if I wanna be alive

And it feel like I don't wanna leave, but

Every day that pass me, it's gettin' harder to breathe

And it feel like

The ones I needed left me on my own

It feel like I'm drivin', swervin', 'bout to lose control

It feel like, ayy, maybe I'm just not meant for this place

It feel like, uh, I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake)

(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)

(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)

(Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)

(Oh-oh, no)