How It Feels To Feel Nothing

Yeah I know I ain't been myself lately

I've been feeling like I need help lately

Feel like all the people I've

Needed just leave when they ain't need me

So I just keep to myself lately

Some people are damaged before they know it

Some people are broken but they don't show it

Memories burning my heart is frozen

But I'm only human don't judge me yeah I'm still growing

I mean it's hard to love when your hearts been bruised in the past

Your soul broken your scared of being attached

And everybody just acts like they understand

We all have that one person we wish we had

But times change people change; I'm still the same

Just some things you won't understand 'til you feel the pain

Our love burn like a fire in a storm

Knew it wouldn't last but at least it kept us warm

I mean you know me, I know I wasn't the only

I know I wasn't the one you just loved me 'cause you were lonely

But fuck I used to be so in love with being alive

But these days I just think of the fact that one day I'll die

And these people will just forget about me

The ones that act like they gave a shit about me

As soon as I turn my back talking shit about me

But I need love even if its fake so they still around me

They still around me it's clear

What if I disappeared

What if I just said fuck this life I don't wanna be here

What if I take these pills and I don't wake up from my sleep

Sometimes I wish I could have a conversation with peep

A conversation with mac

Maybe they feel how I feel

Too caught up in the pain but we forget that it heals

Yeah well I've got a busy mind and an empty soul

And I'm stuck between running back or just letting go

She sins like a devil but loves like an angel yeah

If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle

You see I put my emotions all on the table

But why is it that it's the people with

The most blessings that's never grateful damn

Loves like an angel

If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle yeah

All on the table

But why is it the people with the most

Blessings that's never grateful I mean

Yeah they say true love don't ever grow apart

They say you can't break a broken heart

They say it hurts until you feel nothing

So I take these drugs until I feel something

They say true love don't ever grow apart

They say you can't break a broken heart

They say it hurts until you feel nothing

So I just hide from these feelings and

I'm still running I'm still running I'm just