Tattooed Tears

I woulda stayed there if you waited there with me

I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me

But that's where I'm wrong, yeah

Yeah

Too many thoughts on my head, I've been drownin'

It's takin' my sleep (drownin', it's takin' my sleep)

Got drugs, got fame, got money but I feel like I'm still incomplete (feel like I'm still incomplete), yeah

Lost in the world and I feel light

I've been here too long, I don't feel right

Have you ever seen your nightmares come true?

Have you ever seen your demons in real life? (fuck)

Things I regret

I'vе seen things that I can't forget

I've seen many peoplе question God

But I feel like the only real answer's death (I feel like the only real answer's death)

Look, they don't ever really understand me

They conflicted by words that I say (by words that I say), yeah

Scared to approach me, and that's why I feel like I'm always in the way

Try to write down my regrets till the list is done

I play with the blade till my wrist is numb

Pain in my heart, contradictin' thoughts

I don't really understand where I get this from, so I

Tell my pain in these stories and I tattoo this ink in my skin (I tattoo this ink in my skin), yeah

Ever since a kid they would say I was hurt with a thirst for revenge

I'm hurtin' again

So I fill the [?] until I [?]

These thoughts never wanna leave

I don't feel free

So I only feed what hurts me and turn down the help that I need (turn down the help that I need), fuck

I don't know why I feel like this

Been so many years and I'm still like this

Fucked up thoughts in my head, I've been tryna find the end

But I didn't think it'd end like this (fuck)

I woulda cried there if you cried there with me

I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me

But that's where I'm wrong, yeah