To The People I Needed, Thank You For Leaving

Love can make you cold

Learn to love the pain that makes you grow

Feels like in my soul

It hit different when I'm sittin' here alone all by myself

I still be hopin' that your lyrics are for me, not no one else

To tell the truth I still got love for you but need to love myself (Myself)

Say you put me through, you think I hate you but I don't I care

I still be hopin' that you happy

All that front left you in the backseat, without me, yeah

You can't mention me, don't at me (Don't)

You was wrong but I ain't angry, mm-mmm

Yeah

Sorry that it took so long had to find the right words for the right song

Had to go away for a while, I was workin' on mysеlf, tryna right wrongs

Dealin' with these dеmons in my head but an angel kept tellin' me to stay strong, yeah

Now I'm back home, in the studio, with the gang workin' all night long, yeah

So how can I fail?

Seven figure checks, come straight to the mail

They would always say I'd be dead or in jail

No label, no deal, I ain't takin' no L's

In the Hills but I'm thinking 'bout the A

City where I come from, they don't really play

So the Glocks stay tucked, streets ain't safe

Devil want my soul so I gotta pray, yeah I gotta pray

Been hurt, been left, been stepped on

Killed the game, eight years, still slept on

Been jumped, been shot, been stabbed

So the Escalade bulletproof, nigga all teflon

In the hills doin' drugs with a model chick

I know my lifestyle wrong, I ain't proud of it

Lost touch with my faith, I was in a dark place this year

But I'm blessed to be out of it

Trips to Greece, trips to Turks and Caic'

Galleria shoppin' in the H

Roses in a kitchen table vase

Just to see a smile on mama's face

Lost my auntie back in February

Drown myself in vodka cranberry

Crazy last thing I ever told her, was "Auntie, I just wanna be legendary"

It's a lot on my mind, I don't say much

Lost a lot this year, know it's been tough

It's no trust, it's no love and I'm still numb

And I feel like my day ones switched up

Back then I had to wait in the front

Now I walk straight to the back of the club

People scream my name, DJ showin' love

Make me think back to the times I was

I lost my bro a block from where I stay

I was down, they left without a trace

Billboards in the cities that I lay

Now they look up and they see my face

Almost lost my life a couple times

They gon' have to work it double time

Hospitals rehabilitation, thinking back, man those were troubled times

I'm lost and I'm still hurt

Had a hard time findin' my self worth

Still struggle with addictions and even though I'm distant

I think I'm learnin' how to put myself first

'Cause I could've OD from the nosebleed

It's cocaine in my blood, why I don't sleep

Mix all kinda pills with the codeine

I was runnin' from it all, know it don't seem

Like that on Instagram but my life ain't perfect

I just hope you see beneath the surface, uh

Put my pain and my life in these verses

Really I'm just hopin' that it's worth it

Look, 'fore I'm back for the people again

McLaren outside, got the keys to the Benz

Poppin' champagne on another rooftop

With a blunt screamin', "Fuck the police and the pigs"

I ain't had shit to believe in

They saw me dyin' and they left me here bleedin'

Pleadin' to God for the answers, the problems I'm facin'

'Cause most of this shit is deceivin', but

I'm happy I'm here and I'm breathin'

Life taught me all lessons come with a meanin'

Everything happens to you for a reason

To the people I needed, thank you for leavin'

Love can make you cold (Cold)

Learn to love the pain that makes you grow (That makes you grow)

Feels like in my soul

What ain't meant for you gotta let it go

Gotta let it go, yeah (Gotta let it go)

Tryna hit your phone, yeah

Callin' it goes nowhere, nowhere, no

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