Honestly

Constantly stuck in your

Substance dependencies, bipolar tendencies

While I’m wishing away every

Thought and memory I can replay

Of you

I’m restless, I’m mistreated

Struck down

I feel misled

Honestly, the dishonesty

Leaves me desperate on a dead end road

Queen of the night

You didn’t so much as think twice

Was this all just out of spite

While you’re drowning your liver

Suffocating your lungs

Life could have ended before it begun

Worse comes to worst, well

You’re the worst

Excuse for a mother I’ve ever heard

I’m restless, I’m mistreated

Struck down

I feel misled

Honestly, the dishonesty

Leaves me desperate on a dead end road

I’m restless, I’m mistreated

Struck down

I feel misled

But you’d never know

If you can’t call this home

You keep me up at night

With danger of strangers lurking the halls

Screams fight

One day you’ll wake up

With no way out

These scars show just where you belong

I’m restless, I’m mistreated

Struck down

I feel misled

Honestly, the dishonesty

Leaves me desperate on a dead end road

I’m restless, I’m mistreated

Struck down

I feel misled

But you’d never know

You can’t call this home