So Much Hate

These are the times for a bitter look

You wait around for the things you took

Falling around, all the miracles

They drop down when the curtains get pulled

You're holding out for a better way

But all behind you starts to decay

And what's left is more of the same

A new way to inflict old pain

I rise to the bottom and grow

I wait for the cycle to

Perpetuate this madness

Through artifical enhancements

To accentuate the quantity

And eliminate my quality

You can't make me hate myself

I already do

So much hate

So little time

Don't ask me if I give a fuck

'Cause in the end it's just the same outlook

A far cry from a trivial world

You shut yourself inside this wall for good

A wrong turn from a steady hand

A sour note ringing through my head

It's easier to look away

A lost cause, another day

I sink to the bottom and rot

I wait for the maggots to

Feed off of what's left of this

These failed dreams are so hard to miss

Your empathy I can't digest

All your ideals are just regrets

Way too much