Push You Away

This bed is just an island

Where it doesn't have you

Roll over seven times

And there will still be tons of room

Alarm is going off, choking, coughing

Spit the reasons why you won't call me back

I got a clue (whoa)

This shit is crazy

Did I just get lazy?

Figured it was fine

Finally hear you say I'm out

See you later

Blows my mind

I need a shrink just to tell me what I think

(But I already know the answer to that one)

I won't know just when you faded

Count the times how long I waited

For this moment to arrive

I push you away

I push you away

I push you away

Now you're gone

You're gone

You're gone

I push you away

I push you away

I push you away

For so long

So long

So long

You're looking better more than ever

Oh, how can it be?

I'm feeling shitty

From the pity I have been giving me

I'm getting emails from my friends

All saying: What is the deal?

You cannot just act normal like it never happened

I took your toothbrush off the sink

And then I put it back

I rearranged the closets maniacs

Swinging from the racks

I've always hated that your shoes smell like tennis balls

(But now I kind of really miss it)

I won't know just when you faded

Count the times how long I waited

For this moment to arrive

I push you away

I push you away

I push you away

Now you're gone

You're gone

You're gone

I push you away

I push you away

I push you away

For so long

So long

So long

I thought I could do this

I thought I was strong

To pick up the pieces of where we belong

I push you away

I push you away

Now you're gone

I know I said that you don't own me

Just leave me alone, I'm lonely

I wish you'd never listen to me (yeah)

Yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I push you away

I push you away

I push you away

Now you're gone

You're gone

You're gone

I push you away

I push you away

I push you away

For so long

So long

So long

I thought I could do this

I thought I was strong

To pick up the pieces of where we belong

I push you away

I push you away

Now you're gone