Nineteen

Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor

It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore

I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed

And when I realise everyone's gone, but I still feel the same

I wasn't meant to be

This bored at nineteen

My friend lived next to me

Now she won't wanna see

Me look differently

Now that I'm nineteen

And I wish that I could tell all my ex-jobs in retail

That I should've stayed at work 'cause of the a-levels I failed

My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down

And the other one just told me that I've always got a frown

My, my mind's alone because I'm alone

My mind's alone because I'm alone

(Enough the lot, I've had enough)

My mind's alone because I'm alone (the gore, the pain)

(I've had so much, I love to hate)

My mind's alone because I'm alone (the way I shaped because I'm hurt)

(And living rough)

Wasn't meant to be

This bored at nineteen

My friend lived next to me

Now she won't want to see

Me look differently

Now that I'm nineteen