Only the Dead (Chapter 2)

Harvesting memories,

I cannot even breathe

Maybe tomorrow

They'll be someone to say

I'm alright

And I cannot even walk

it's a miracle

I can move at all oh the pain

how it cripples me inside.

Maybe in the morning

I could be just fine

Light as black as nature

Darker than my mind

In the dead of night

a spirit is reborn

Never forgetting what I have learned

Never remembering why I'm gone

Yet, I'm oh so cold.

I feel as though I've lost my soul

Maybe there's a method to this

Madness that I feel.

I lay awake at night

My dreams are oh so frightening

What is there to do when your

Mind fails on you?

Tell myself it's over. Maybe I'll be fine

Lying to my little inner child.

One more time.

Maybe if I could forgive I would be fine

Never forgive that's what I have learned

Never forget that's why I am gone.

I hate my memories, It feels as though

They've turned on me.

close my eyes and now I feel like less.

than what I was before. I feel as though

I closed the door maybe someday

my mind could be saved.

Feeling nothing as I look up to the sky

Clouds are only answers, of questions

In my mind. Feels like the sky is falling

now we're going to die.

Never forgetting the words I said

Never remembering why I'm dead.