Aura Of Sadness

Mum and dad sit in the room silently

Weeping

In the room beside, their son lies peacefully

Sleeping

They are afraid to wake him with their

Tears

They are not telling him but they live with

His fears

And they were never that close ever

They'll never be that close forever

While there is no one else caring about him

There is no one any more to share it with him

And I've never listened to their good advice

Although they were right all the time

And now I'm almost up to pay the price

And they don't blame me, they try to stop the decline

And they don't care any more what family or

Neighbours say

They've broken every contact and stay with

Me all day

I want to take it a little bit longer to share

It with them

We talk for hours and hours, there still remains a lot to say

And my little sister she comes to say

Goodbye

She would never understand why I had to die

She promises to be strong and not to cry

But she lets it flow and keeps thinking

Why

Burn me and spread my seeds in the garden

The soil will kiss my ashes and new

Flowers

Will grow

A new life is born, another has flown

Another circle is round

Dear father, dear mother, dear sister

You gave me the happiest time of my life

Goodbye

And I am sick of fighting this terrible

Disease

I am sick of fighting that monster in

Me

And the heads of the the dragon always

Increase

Stop the suffering, this endless tunnel

Please