Difficult

Every minute ticking by I'm

Hoping that I'll go and talk to you, but

Contemplating every time I'm

Blowing every shot I got with you

I'm a ghost, I'm a down right wreck

They tell me break a leg, but I'll probably break my neck

At least that's what it feels like heart beating so fast

Tryna slow it down, so I can keep up with the program

Oh, oh, oh, why is it so difficult?

My whole life feels like I've been invisible

Just like a video game I can't beat

And you're the boss at the end that's invincible

And I, I just need some confidence

And by your looks girl I think you got a lot of it

Like a milkshake, vanilla, and chocolate

Mixing opposites, now time to put the cherry on top of it

I've been known to wait too long for everything in life

But now it's time to change my ways

'Cause my heart won't stay inside

My feelings are escaping me

I've been holding on so long

My feelings are escaping me

I've been holding on too long

Aye, I think it's about time, walking up

Making sure that my hair looks fine

Pretend a movie scene, boosting my self-esteem

Got a shake in my legs and some blood in my cheeks

Here goes the outcast, making his debut

It's hard to tell a lie, but harder to tell the truth

It's lunch time now and she in the room of books

Studying hard, like a good girl should

We in the same math class

So maybe that could help me

Come up with a line, but my brain still empty

Cast up now, so I tap her on the shoulder

Hoping I got luck like a four leaf clover

I'm kind of scared and I'm kind of happy

Then she turns around and she smiles right at me

Don't know what to say, but I hope it goes okay

As long as I'm with you I got a little bit of faith, yuh