Khonshu

I pray you never know how it feels

to feel nothing at all

I have my legs stretched for coffin length

Every smile, every laugh, is a great deception

They make life look worth living

because they haven't seen it through my eyes

I avoid heights these days

because they're much too fucking tempting

There's no one left to trust

There's no one left to confide in

For the first fucking time in my short life

I hope I truly don't live till tomorrow

Like any sane man, I used to fear death

These days I only fear my acceptance of it

I'd rather be one with death than be life's bitch

I'd rather be one with death than be like this

I was born to die and I will act accordingly

I didn't pray to god, I just came to terms

I envy those I used to look down upon

Who couldn't see the world for what it really was

I'm not the man she loved

I'm not the boy they raised

I'm not the friend you had

I am the walking fucking dead

I'm more dead than you will ever know

That pale horse should've taken me years ago

Fucking bury me

Next to the corpse of my brother

Together again to rot forever (to rot forever)

Like any sane man (sane man)

I used to fear death (fear death)

Now I only fear (only fear)

My acceptance of it

Bury me, fucking bury me