Forgive Me

(feat. 50 Cent)

[Verse 1- Proof]

Barely raised by my dysfunktional fam

Here I stand as a dysfunktional man

Quick temper, short fuse, and pissed at God

Demons pullin' at my soul till its ripped apart

Sickest heart, mama that fire I started it

Fuck the fireman logic of the closet while the wires shit

Was positive for bout a ??? to bust nuts

Then bust up, and a mama that don't show her son enough love

That's why I run from my first son

And force these chicken head bitches to get abortions

I married the game, my mistress is fame

My girl packed her close, shit she know I ain't gon' change

Go insane in the world, evil is ???

I done shot at houses, people and cars

The deeper the scars, the worst is the history

God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me

[Hook- 50 Cent]

Lord forgive me, for I've sinned

Over and over again, just to stay ontop

I recall memories, filled with sin

Over and over again, and again

[Verse 2- Proof]

And most importantly, I'm tryna support my seeds

Can't seem to get away from them court and fees

Embroidery of my hood across my heart disorderly

Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got more than me

Accordingly, I'm movin' error

Gotta face the fact though, I can't fool this mirror

Neglecting my daughter and tryna blame on how I was brought up

Like I'm a product of my environment, why ain't I shot up

Got up today like why you let me breathe again

And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in

Thinkin' sin is a ??? and I'ma finish last

My pen and ??? caught my life as each minute passed

Passed minutes, I shook sin and took drugs

I did right by you but still you took Bugz

Then caught me in adultry, fought me

For not knowin' in through the dark streets

You want me, talk to me

[Hook- 50 Cent]

Lord forgive me, for I've sinned

Over and over again, just to stay ontop

I recall memories, filled with sin

Over and over again, and again

[Verse 3- Proof]

Its the wrists thats a rush to rush my wrists into cuffs

Its like a fight for your attention and love

Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above

If he not you know I wanna be shit when I'm done

Kid outta wedlock so my lady frontin'

I love Em cause he gave me somethin'

A positive anything is better than a negative nothin'

I was on the edge of death ready to jump in

Its hard when you can't find love anywhere

And just because the rev ??? don't really care

Pop fo' crack with a sufferin' past

I dream of black and white, the world color me bad

Other than sad, painful and stressed

Life is good with the wealth that's tangled with death

Control board or control the school

I've sinned amongst men and my soul is yours

[Hook x2- 50 Cent]

Lord forgive me, for I've sinned

Over and over again, just to stay ontop

I recall memories, filled with sin

Over and over again, and again