Coldest Of Calendars

I've heard stories through silence and we laugh at the end

And declare that today was the best day we lived

But the end of the night draws a calm to the dark

Where i dream you exist in the places you aren't

I'm cold inside

And these pictures can't even explain what's missing in my life.

The coldest of calendars i couldn't have it any better

Half the time i am alive just to see your smile

I'm cold inside

I'm cold inside

There's a letter here waiting to go in the mail

In my head its all there but i'm not quite prepared to fade away

Don't fade away

Somehow i'll try to do this right

I'm cold inside

And these pictures can't even explain what's missing in my life.

The coldest of calendars i couldn't have it any better

Half the time i am alive just to see your smile

Sometimes i feel cold inside

It feels like i am sleeping outside indoors

There's a light i can see in your eyes

I've seen nights without sleep

Days without daylight

These memories i keep won't keep me warm at night

The coldest part is the heart that we share

Is breaking apart and you're not even here

I say things will get better

So freezing out blanket my discontent 'til i sleep again.

I'm cold inside

I'm saving a story that won't begin til you're there