Harbor

I came to see the wreckage

I had to know what I could do

The secret I’m telling no one: I lost myself when I saw you

We sit still together inside this room silent as the clock keeps on counting down

I stare into your eyes, you show me the light but I’m blinded by my own reflection

We can never go back

Innocence is lost when the heart starts calling

Busy with our eyes watching everything fall apart

I’m lost in a, too lost in a, constantly lost in a dream that won’t stop

I never know how to fight my fights

It’s not right, turning into someone else

I’m sinking deeper

This is hell

I never thought to look down

I never thought to look (down)

Shedding skin while our hands keep slowly slipping away

Turn your head as I descend

We can only look back

You’re a victim at the scene

I’m the witness floating over

Trying to hold your breath watching everything fall apart

You’re lost in it

I’m causing it, hoping you’ll wake from this dream that won’t stop

I never know how to fight my fights

It’s not right, turning into someone else

I’m sinking deeper

This is hell

It never leaves my head

I fell prey before I knew that I was the loose thread you continued pulling through

I’ll take the only air that I can spare, break my chest wide open

I never know how to fight my fights

It’s not right, turning into someone else

I’m sinking deeper

This is hell

Caught in between

It’s so far out of our reach

Shut out the lights as I’m falling from your arms