Sad Still

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down, we're sad still

It's not normally how we act

They should see what's under our mask

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down, we're sad still

We don't ever gotta talk about it, what do you mean?

Cabinet full of orange vials, they prescribe what I need

Wanna treat the term anxiety like it's taboo

Come off that opinion, I think you need this more than I do

I wake at 8 AM and pad my floor with pillows, then stand

'Cause all this vertigo is makin' me unsure where I land

I need to breathe, need religion, need fiancé on phone

Since our last conversation, I don't trust bein' alone

Year feels like 3000 and Andre

Flood my head with vloggers, go throw on that Kanye

Oh, I hate this shakin', oh, I hate this achin'

Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin', ah!

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down, we're sad still

It's not normally how we act

They should see what's under our mask

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down, we're sad still

We don't ever gotta talk about it, what do you mean?

Yeah, all you ever see on Instagram is low-cut jeans

From girls that I can bet are probably going through some shit

But make a fake smile 'til their white blood cells lit

Your conversations with friends, family go long ways

That's how I cope with crawling out my skin, like RuPaul's waves

My milligrams are lower, but I still don't know where I'm headed

Each time my heart starts beating, I look for symptoms on Reddit

Yeah, this year's like 3000 and Andre

Flood my head with vloggers, go throw on that Kanye

Oh, I hate this shakin', oh, I hate this achin'

Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin', ahh!

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down, we're sad still

It's not normally how we act

They should see what's under our mask

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down, we're sad still

Red pill, green pill, black pill

How do you feel?

Pink pill, yellow pill, purple pill

How do you feel?

Red pill, green pill, black pill

(Feels like 3000 and Andre)

How do you feel?

(Flood my head with vloggers, go throw on that Kanye)

Pink pill, yellow pill, purple pill

(Oh, I hate this shakin', oh, I hate this achin'

Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin')

We don't wanna feel this bad

Rather sweep it under the mat

We take this red pill, green pill, black pill

I know deep down, we're sad still

It's not normally how we act

They should see what's under our mask

We need something stronger than Advil

I know deep down, we're sad still