Alone

I can recall the smell of your Mercedes

And I can taste the chlorine on your skin

And nothin' is clear, been a year, and we still haven't spoken

And the boys that are new to my crew

Don't make me laugh like you do

Monica said your new girl ain't that pretty, yeah (Pretty)

Is that why you don't be postin' pics with her? (Postin' pics with her)

I know that I said it was over, but maybe I fucked up

'Cause I'm drunk and I wanna call up

Don't even know what I want

Oh, am I just gonna die alone?

You must have my heart in a trap 'cause I want you back

Why'd I put you first if I knew I couldn't make it last?

Now, I'm like, goddamn

I'm talkin' 'bout, oh, am I just gonna die alone?

Wish I could delete you and me in our memories

Turn the pictures down, but they're poppin' up in my dream

Tell me, what does it mean?

Mom always said that I was too good for ya, yeah (for ya)

You hardly made enough to pay your bills (to pay your bills)

I'm losin' it now that I'm bouncing, when we were together

I didn't think about you half this much

How did you get me so stuck?

I'm thinkin'

Oh, am I just gonna die alone?

You must have my heart in a trap 'cause I want you back

('Cause I want you back)

Why'd I put you first if I knew I couldn't make it last?

(Knew I couldn't make it last)

Now, I'm like, goddamn (Now, I'm like, goddamn)

I'm talkin' 'bout, oh, am I just gonna die alone?

Wish I could delete you and me and our memories (It's been deleted)

Turn the pictures down, but they're poppin' up in my dream

(They're poppin' up in my dream)

Tell me, what does it mean? (Tell me, what does it mean? Ah)