Divided

This wait is too long

I don't wanna have to see you crawling

You falling down

While I just stand around

You vaulted out

So you didn't have to hold my sorrow

My sorrow now

So can you show me how

I find a stone that I can carry

Carry all the way

And all alone

I make the journey

'Cause I just can't stay

If I decide that I am broken

Will I lose my past

If I decide it's time to end it

Will it break too fast

And you might be divided

By the things that you know

All the subtle surprises

By the devil below

And you might be divided

By the war in your mind

But you can't keep on hiding

From the world you designed

There's no words you can say

To wish it away

Wish it away

Is it on top of me?

All of this latency

I don't wanna talk about it

I don't wanna set it free

'Cause the excuses that are in my head

Make it safe to avoid it all

Is it better just to play it dead

Then take the psycho social adderall

How am I supposed to choose

Between the truths that I never knew

Every time that I turn away

I deny what I put you through

And you might be divided

By the things that you know

All the subtle surprises

By the devil below

And you might be divided

By the war in your mind

But you can't keep on hiding

From the world you designed

There's no words you can say

Walk past the outside line

And hold until you find

A code that you can break

A breath that you can take

Disrupt the simple mind

Throw out the thoughts that bind

Just wait until they're gone

So they don't tell you you're wrong again

Running so long for them

It's not a race you'll win

Running so long again

All of your life

And it's there to be found

And you might be divided

By the things that you know

All the subtle surprises

By the devil below

And you might be divided

By the war in your mind

But you can't keep on hiding

From the world you designed

There's no words you can say

To wish it away