Chaos

Chaos in the back of my mind

I want to run away

Leaving everything behind

Chaos in the depth of my heart

What is wrong with me?

Feelings tearing me apart

I have changed

I've lost my mind!

Became deranged

Path not defined

Get out of my way

I'm wide awake

Leave me to make

My own mistakes

What is it?

Tears and joy!

Let's create

To destroy

Riot inside

Does not stop

I know I'm right

You know

Don't stop my mess

It's my way

It's not distress

I'm okay

I'm off the chain

I am not here

I don't feel pain

I don't know fear

I better leave

And slam the door

You won't perceive

Me anymore