You Well Meaning Brought Me Here

How do you expect me to feel now you tell me I've arrived

And here I am but I tremble when I stand.

For I feel I'm on the outside.

Where did it go wrong

Won't you point it out please show

I know you well meaning brought me here so you must know.

I know every stranger here and the love they lend.

But now that's gone and still the need for it goes on

Oh how I need a good friend

I should have know that in the end

I'd have to answer to myself

And though you well meaning brought me here now you cannot help.

And I never meant to come this far

And I never thought I'd loose my way.

And now I know who "they" are.

But I still get hurt by the things they say

This place has no kings only courtiers live here.

Fine words, fine clothes, fine promises that they make in fear.

I am tired but I cannot rest beneath this roof

If here I lie it would be easier to try

But where could I tell the truth.

Please don't look so strangely now

As if I failed some kind of test.

I know you well meaning brought me here and I've done my best.