Halve-Life

I was on the brink

Barely skating by

Soul was not in sync, wouldn't dare to make it right

Holding on to cycles I could not focus on design

With thoughts so hopeless on my mind my heart got broken over time

I guess I focused too much effort on some opus that never come

I spit out oceans I don't want but it takes two gross to buy my targets

Half of this, and half of that, I'ma blame in there, I'ma fight this back

All these arrows point to me, I'ma hang in there till the ice gets cracked

Look it's part-time like Moses

It's hard to battle psychosis

I know depth, I'm outta my oceans

I grow best at fighting my own sense

I pretend, I pretend

But my love has never been endless

Fuck these limits, I got lyrics

Who am I without my whole image

I don't know, but I won't tell, as I grow older I find more ills

But I feel closer to my whole self so I'm less concerned if the rhymes don't sell

Look, its

The looks don't matter into but I need some room, don't gaslight me

I don't want these patterns that loom, just give me half and let me have my peace

Show me what you have, and I’ll show you half that

Nothing notable, please don’t pull my mask back

There always is a vast gap between my goals and facts, yeah

I'll fall before the last lap, going lalalalalalala

See, I'm the type to do a little and then think I did a lot

Moving halfway down the rainbow, though, won’t let you get the pot

Yo, they say the world’s a stage, and that the play obeys the clock

I can improvise my lines, s’long as I don’t forget the plot

Or maybe fuck it

I should flip the script, and rip it up, forget this shit

But risking it is frightening, scared that I can’t commit for shit

Daydreaming bout being a better person is a sedative

I'm at the point where anything but action is irrelevant

So fuck my rhetoric, that shit be never working inwards

I’ll pretend I tried my best

I lie, but I remember all the energy I put inside my fight before I mince words

So, if I can’t reach the finish line, then why don’t I surrender?

Though, I doubt that I could do that right, too

I will reach a half point using half my IQ

What an asinine move

Half the man that I knew

Sipping from a cracked half empty glass that I use

Show me what you have, and I’ll show you half that

Nothing notable, please don’t pull my mask back

There always is a vast gap between my goals and facts, yeah

I'll fall before the last lap, going lalalalalalala

I squib kick my bad habits now they back and they better

Scribbled doodles on the quarterlies and act like they clever

I'm on my John Wayne pow-pow, the long-range pow-wow king

Everything I disavowed I'll sing

For you it's simple there's a plan and there's a follow through the capture

Lost in translation had to follow through the captions

But we bonded through the rations felt like actual kings

This is more to me and you than just a tag we can ring

Up, what, upchuck PBJ with the crusts off

Trying to talk business who could say what's an updawg?

Hehehe, gottem

Scraping from the bottom

If the Suicide Squad would try to escape from out of Gotham

Who could stop them?

A rich white dude, probably, huh?

I bet the cabin I just might do molly, huh

Put my heart in it I bite through Kali-Ma

We on our own, shit we might as well own this spot

Show me what you have, and I’ll show you half that

Nothing notable, please don’t pull my mask back

There always is a vast gap between my goals and facts, yeah

I'll fall before the last lap, going lalalalalalala