Through the Fog

I watched those sparkles darken

I've seen control disperse

I thought you knew the secrets

That you controlled the Earth

When we was young you told me

You’d hold my hand and jump

I didn't know you'd let me fall when your shit cramping up

I'm sinking through the ink

I feel it closing in

You'd try to nurse my wound when you had broke the skin

A trait as old as sin, it's hands through the garbage

I watched you lie to me while we danced through the carnage

Pull me close, the stars darting, big things are even bigger now

I thought that I could fly away you sat and watched me hit the ground

It's all different now, the pace has got me pacing

I guess that's what I get for fucking chasing what I'm chasing

What's it mean?

Used to wonder how to cope

Ponder how to float

How do I adult?

Climb inside the boat

Why do I emote?

My kaleidoscope's stuck inside the blues

Can’t deny my role

Others thrive, I don’t

I feel tired yo

I need Tylenol

Look, I'm not likable

I'm unreliable, that's undeniable

Nope, turns out, once the curtain's down

The Tooth Fairy's dead and their words cast doubt

Childish bricks in a dirt glass house

Ashen wings that can’t surpass clouds

Turn back now, the illusion isn't worth it

Then we'll fail to reach the sky, give up, then claim to choose the surface

For some the ego wears the crown, but there is no descendant

So once the guillotine goes down, what's left is but resentment

I'd rather be what I'm about and choose not to defend it

Don't strive to please nobody now, so I don't need pretending

What it be?

What it don't?

I can see

Through the fog

What it be?

What it don't?

I can see

Through the fog

What'd you do?

I don't know

But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor let's fucking go

Say, what'd you do?

I don't know

But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor like where'd you go?

Say, what'd you do?

I don't know

But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor let's fucking go

Say, what'd you do?

I don't know

But now I'm left to pick my body off the floor like where'd you go?