If Only

When I was younger and I didn’t know better

Living with these wolves, hurting for pleasure

Some kind of angel took me out of the jungle

From your blue nights

Into sunlight

I sleep better at night without you around

Sometimes I still awake from you calling out

It’s too late to hold me

Too late to call me, too

You’re saying: If only I could get over you

Too late to know me

I’m going without you

You’re saying: If only, if only

I said I’d meet you off the freeway, you’re lonely

You still don’t understand, a woman is holy

Your fake apologies would work on the old me

I get into my car

Leave you where you are

I sleep better at night without you around

Sometimes I still awake from you calling out

It’s too late to hold me

Too late to call me, too

You’re saying: If only I could get over you

Too late to know me

I’m going without you

You’re saying: If only, if only

It’s too late to hold me

Too late to call me, too

You’re saying: If only I could get over you

Too late to know me

I’m going without you

You’re saying: If only, if only