Empty

She lifts her skirt up to her knees

Walks through the garden rows with her bare feet, laughing

I never learned to count my blessings

I choose instead to dwell in my disasters

Walk on down the hill

Through the grass grown tall and brown

And still it's hard somehow to let go of my pain

On past the busted back

Of that old and rusted Cadillac

That sinks into this field collecting rain

Will I always feel this way

So empty, so estranged

Of these cutthroat busted sunsets

These cold and damp white mornings I have grown weary

If through my cracked and dusty dimestore lips

I spoke these words out loud would no one hear me

Lay your blouse across the chair

Let fall the flowers from your hair

And kiss me with that country mouth so plain

Outside the rain is tapping on the leaves

To me it sounds like they're applauding us

The quiet love we make

Will I always feel this way

So empty, so estranged

Well I looked my demons in the eye

Laid bare my chest said do your best destroy me

See I've been to hell and back so many times

I must admit you kinda bore me

There's a lot of things that can kill a man

There's a lot of ways to die

Yes and some already dead who walk beside me

There's a lot of things I don't understand

Why so many people lie

It's the hurt I hide that fuels the fire inside me

Will I always feel this way

So empty, so estranged