Honest

I just want to come from

So were honestly

Feel like everything I've done

Means nothing to me

And I'm gonna be honest with you, oh

So if I'm honest with you

I'm so tired of being tired with myself

'Cause I tend to think too much

'Bout where might my life end up

Say I'm not giving up

Am I simply not enough?

But I'm down on my knees

And I'm begging for mercy

I'm so done with IDs

'Cause this music ain't me

And I found myself where the grapevines grow

Judging myself

Judging the way that I deal with judging myself

But I think I judged you too

But if I'm honest with you

Woah, if I'm honest I don't

Wanna analyze my life from numbers that I make

On this music

'Cause I don't wanna care

And I don't wanna need the money

And I don't

And oh my, my

I can't tell no lies

I'll find myself where the sunlight shines

And I get caught up in wishing I could die

Honesty has been so hard to fight

So I'm letting go of myself

And I'm letting go of my brain

'Cause the only thing it's done for me is cause me this pain

So I say my goodbyes

And pack up and go

I'll look to the sky

I know there I will find I am home

So I ask myself

What does this feel like

I think it feels like

Feels like I'm home