Know Better

I said I wouldn't call you

But that's what I did

As soon as I landed

I couldn't resist

And I'm getting real good at

Bringing you up

And pretending it's normal

But I do it too much

I lie to all of my friends

I swear we're better off friends

But it's getting harder for me to hide it

I can't

I should know not to call you

I should know I'm only making it worse

Guess I'm not strong enough

I should know better

I should know better

I can't throw out the pictures

Can't believe that it wouldn't have worked

Can't stop looking you up

I should know better but there's no better than you

I've been waking up early

I've been writing shit down

And I'm going to therapy

I don't know if it helps

I lie to all of my friends

I swear you're outta my head

But it's getting harder for me to hide it

I can't

I should know not to call you

I should know I'm only making it worse

Guess I'm not strong enough

I should know better

I should know better

I can't throw out the pictures

Can't believe that it wouldn't have worked

Can't stop looking you up

I should know better, but there's no better than you

Yeah, I should know better

Oh, I should know better

I lie to all of my friends

I swear you're outta my head

Outta my head

I should know not to call you

I should know I'm only making it worse

Guess I'm not strong enough

I should know better

I should know better

I can't throw out the pictures

Can't believe that it wouldn't have worked

Can't stop looking you up

I should know better, but there's no better than you