Drowning The Skies Up Above

This broken heart

Doesn't get better

With "I'm sorry I hurt you

But that's what you're into with me"

And no pain is reduced

By your letters of virtue

No sign of apology

And I'll get no sleep for the rest of the week

'Cause my chest wants to beat out your name

My chest wants to beat out your name

The clock has not passed

And no time has elapsed

Since the first day that I felt this way

And no thought was given

To how much I've hurt him

No conscience as she walks away

Unconscious as we walk away

And these thoughts won't erase

The time or the place when I felt so in love

And this bitter taste, it is linked to your face

And I'm drowning the skies up above

With prayer and tears

With failures and fears

Now I'll walk around with this terrible sound

Of a drum in my lungs of shame

And I'll hold my breath till the moment of death

When I die I will burst into flames

And I'll have no peace or a sign of release

Till my chest beats out your name

Now everyone knows and our secrets are blown

But I don't care what people say

Now you're out on your own and you're so far from home

But forgiveness is out of your way

And no drug or no pill

You will never refill the greatest of all my divides

No change of location or turning of pages

Can put back the color in my eyes

And I feel as if I'm alone

And filling your ear through the phone

Asking for prayer and tears

Less failure and fears

These feelings like orchards with apples of torture

Still I am inclined to bite

Red like your lips they are perfectly gripped by mine

Full of your poison inside

They are perfectly poisoned inside

There is nothing but poison inside

These words are my healing my inner most dealings

Through verbal and mental reprise

My chance to scream and to clean my blood stream of you

My words without your replies

These are my words without your replies

And your life is a movie, each moment's a new scene

And I've bought every line that you've said

But you've stopped short of a sequel and nothing can equal

The twist that you'll find in the end