Noir

I wish I could know

What is wrong with me

All I try to show

Seems to go unseen

So much space between

Myself and anything

Further away I stray

I feel myself fade

Overwhelming intrusive thought

Staring into the Sun

Pull me down

I am only stepping stones

Shadow of my silhouette

Blade in my spine

Mine all mine

Forever in debt to

My reclusive mind

Noir in my eyes

Blood spills when I cry

I can't escape it

So I embrace it

I remember the days before

The sky was always so gray

Before smiles were

Not just hiding the pain