Honest

I've been laying wide awake

I have something I have to say

I look at your face, and

I'm ready to cave in

I know I've been waiting

And driving the blade in

There's no easy way to explain

Make it all go away

I'm to blame

I never, I never

I never loved you if we're honest, honest

I know this isn't what we promised, promised

Thought you could be the one I wanted

But you're so far, far

You're not like me, you're too good

Still you want me, I knew you would

I thought it was love, 'cause

Was hooked like a drug, and

But that's enough

I'm calling my bluff

I knew you would want me to stay

But now I'm walking away

Don't you wait

I never, I never

I never loved you if we're honest, honest

I know this isn't what we promised, promised

Thought you could be the one I wanted

But you're so far, far

I never loved you if we're honest, honest

I know this isn't what we promised, promised

Thought you could be the one I wanted

But you're so far, far