Lockdown

I look too much at my phone

Wondering if you’ll text me back

I feel so stupid alone

Cause I know I’m the only one who wants to talk

That I’m the only one who tries

I spend my days on the edge

Don’t know if you still think I’m cool

I wish I wasn’t so bad

At conversations

Yeah, I’m tired of being scared

I’m tired of being unprepared

And maybe it’s because I’m insecure

I’m overthinking like I did before

Am I a fool for wishing that you’d stay?

Am I the fool for staying while you walk away?

So text me back before I sleep

Looking at our pics, falling in too deep

I’m lonely, I miss our talks

Baby I know that we’re on a lockdown

But we don’t have to drift apart

I don’t wanna have to start again

Why do I keep coming back?

It’s like I like being second place

Maybe I just don’t mean that much to you, and maybe I don’t

But that’s okay

Maybe I do, but I’m in your way

Am I too loud?

Too hard to listen to?

Am I that dull?

Am I a bother to you?

I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do

When you don’t care about me like I do you

So text me back before I sleep

Looking at our pics, falling in too deep

I’m lonely, I miss our talks

Baby I know that we’re on a lockdown

But we don’t have to drift apart

I don’t wanna have to start again

You’ve got a phone, it goes both ways

Feeling like we’re strangers, haven’t spoke in days

I miss you, it’s not the same

Don’t know why I’m crying cause we’re on a lockdown

But we’re starting to drift apart

I think I’m gonna have to start again