Do You Believe

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Yeah I'm nice

Actually, I'm fucking sore inside

I'm border lined to a side

But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine

The film Life of Brian, I watched it 50 times

Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life

And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off

But till then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Dear future self, why am I unwell?

Will I ever find a way to climb right out of this hell?

Will I ever find a way to leave my demons?

Find a breath that keeps me breathing?

Find a hope to keep believing?

Find the way out?

Huh

'Cause something funny happens when you're always sick

When you wake up every day praying that day might be it

That you might turn a corner into life or into death

'Cause you hate that state of limbo

'Cause you hate that state of stress

And many lessons I have learned

Being burned by the fires of depression as they scorch up my earth

I have learned that I'm stronger than I ever thought I was

'Cause I'm still here and breathin', my heart's beating blood

But I'm a paradox, I feel so alone

Yet I isolate myself, it's no ones fault

But my own heart is broken 'cause of the friends that I've had to have died

Heart is broken 'cause I've been sick for a third of my life

Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life

And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive

My broken heart, it breaks every time I feel the breaks on my brain when it aches

Bringing the bruises back to faith, feeding my demons while they wait

Ask my angels why for sake have faith

Take away this pain in my brain

And bring the rain, rain on my soul

Future self, could you put me out this hole, ha?

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind

Do you believe it's morning?

I'm alive but that's the last thing on my, my, my, my mind