Everything Is Changing

As i lie here on the floor

I wonder if i should feel guilty

Cause there's a part of me that wants to stay

The other wants to go away

And every time

Feels like i'm trapped in my mind

Everything is changing

Nothing stays the same

It's been a while since i tried to figure it out

How can i be sorry?

We'll never know the end of the story

If we don't turn the page

As i see you walking through the door

I'm still looking for something

To say

Like: “it's okay, goodbye. i knew that you would walk away from the start…”

From the start

So and all this time i was lying to myself

Wasn't i?

I’ll turn the page

I'll burn the book

I'll close my eyes as if i could pretend i'm alright

This is the biggest lie

So many things i left unspoken

But you can't break what it's already broken

Broken